I Love him

Yesterday my husband beat me. It wasn't the first time our arguments have gotten physical but, this is the first time in over 10 years he has hurt me. I have never felt so close to death in my life as when he was choking me. I am not going to leave him. I don't think 10 years should be thrown away because of one moment of losing control. But, i don't know if I will ever trust him again.I feel like a hypocrite because if it was someone else I would tell them to leave. But, I now know that every situation is different and leaving isn't always the the right answer. But, if he touchs me again in anger. I will be gone before he knows what happened.

My confessions

I'm good at drawing and I'm an amazing writer but I fear what will happen if people like my work so I make it as bad as possible. It's killing off my dream though. All my life, I wanted to go to Havard and get a good education. After I got out, I wanted to travel the world and write while the nature inspired me and at the same time, draw pictures for my own collection of books for children. I fear it won't happen unless I can actually show my GOOD work but I doubt that will ever happen.- When I was at school, I went into the bathroom and wrote a suicide note in a stall. Later on, everyone saw it and they assumed it was me. I have to say that even though they think I'm a freak now, I'm glad they knew. I was on the edge of killing myself and after they saw it, I got the help I needed. It was my cry for help.

- I hate myself more than I really should

- I've always been naturally thin from my fast metabolism but I secretly can't stand to look in the mirror and had bulimia and anorexia on and off for years.

- I used to be abused both physically and emotionally as a child and I somehow miss it now that it's gone.

- I had a huge self harming problem and it went on for months before anyone noticed. I promised that I would stop and they believed me. I secretly never stopped and I still have problems with cutting myself.

- I lie about 75% of the time, stretch the truth 20%, and I tell the truth only 5%.

- I used to be so nice and giving. I used to donate all the time but, now I never seem to be forgiving, and never donate... I miss doing that...

- When I see someone with an injury or a problem worse than one I have, I feel sad for them but so much happier to know deep down that they get laughed at more than I do.

- I lie to make my life seem more interesting.

- I see myself dangling from ceilings.

About her...

I am in love with my best friend. She is 8 years younger than me and I met her online 6 months ago. We become very close very quickly. We talk for 4 or 5 hours every night while I'm at work (sometimes more). She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my entire life and I think about her constantly. The problem is that I am married with three kids. I love my wife very much but I can't stop thinking about my best friend. I have tried to fall out of love with her but it didn't work. She finally told me last night that she is in love with me as well. She is living with her girlfriend of 3 years and two kids that she helps to raise. She's absolutely incredible and I've never felt this way about anyone. I know what I'm doing is dangerous but I can't help it. I love her.

Help

i just lost my virginity and i knew i shouldn't of bc of the risk of pregnancy, i didi it twice already, i did my period, then i had sex again after my last period and i am soo scared and paranoid of pregnancy

Pregnant girl

when me and my boo hooked up i told him i was a virgin. But in reality i wasnt. Through out my life ive been molested and raped. I dont know if ill ever find true love. But in sense i kindve told my boo the truth in a sence iam a virgin at heart. Sadly i dont know if ill ever find the courage to tell him.

I fantasize about violence

I always fantasize about getting shot. I think I'm sick.

So I can get pregnant

I have insomia

i have insomia, its some kind of disorder when one can't sleep. it began about 2 years ago. the real matter of fact is when i don't sleep but close my eyes, sometimes i just see bad things happening to the people i care about and i imagine what it'd be like if they died. when i was like 6 or something, i didn't realize but i lost about 5 relayives in my life all in a matter of 6 months, i breakdown during the midnight and i guess i'm trying not to allow my past take over my future but it's really hard.

The truth is.......

You know i try my best to appear to be as confident in myself as ever when i'm around my insecure friends. the truth is i sometimes have a low self esteem myself........i don't know why but every girl i see my age, i try to find something i have that they don't so that way i don't feel ugly and insecure

My step-son just married his half-sister.

They don't know they are related because my ex-husband fooled around so much when his son was young he impregnated half the girls in town. My ex told me who his son's g'f was one night when he was so drunk he doesn't remember telling me. I feel sick about it but I can't say anything now. I'm just glad I'm not part of his sick world anymore.

I'm ashamed to be a virgin

I've lied about sexual and romantic encounters for years because I'm ashamed to be a virgin. Not really ashamed, it just feels unexcepted by my age group full of whores. I'm 17 and female... and want love, but that doesn't mean I'm not kinky. heh.

I think I will end up all alone.

I am 23 years old and weigh 220 pounds and am short. I have a 5 inch cock. I have never been on a date with a girl ever in my life. I have never kissed a girl, never hugged one and to this date I do not think a single girl has had any feelings for me. I mostly just try to live on by myself and do some stuff of my own and so I have very very few friends. I go online and talk about my "girlfriend" with some guys showing them pics of some girl from the net. It makes my life that much easier to have atleast someone believe that I might have a girlfriend and am not the pathetic loser that I am. Sad uh? I have very low self confidence and I can never talk to a girl without acting weird. I have been teased mercilessly for being fat and the scars are there and I think they will be forever. I was the only child of parents who were too ignorant to even realize that I had problems. I have never talked about my feelings or insecurities to anyone, I never had anyone to talk to. I am lonely, fat and depressed. I feel miserable for being fat and for having a small cock. I know no normal girl will ever like me. I am too bad with people to make friends. So, I resort to what I know to go on living this shitty life. I will probably eat more and more, smoke more and more, watch more and more porn and go on chatting to guys claiming some girl from the net as my girlfriend.Somebody kill me now.

I hate immigrants

There is the lady who comes into my work. She is always friendly. She comes from Ireland. I know she thinks it is cute when she talks. You can tell in her demeanor. She is nice, smiles, and says in her accent what she would like. But I fucking hate her. I hate her accent, I don't think she is cute, and I wish someone would punch her in her face and tell her, "Welcome to America." I am not going to do this, as she is my customer. But she is not cute like she thinks. She is irritating. I hate her so much.

Lost

I want to figure out what I am going to do with my life. I feel so lost and I have no motivation on what I want to be. I always think about it and sometimes I feel like I can't breath. I hate it and I wish I knew how to change it.

I am HIV Positive

I am HIV Positive, but I stay having intercourse without telling my partners about my disease.

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Best of both world until I get caught #2

my ex just took me to eat a $40 steak last night, haven't seen my boyfriend in a few days. My ex husband is a business man but my boyfriend is a construction worker although he does well at construction it doesn't compare to the $35,000 deals my ex rakes into his bank account. It's a hard situation but if he just throws the money at me what is a woman to do? I don't have sex with him and I won't 'cause I'm not attracted to him that way anymore, but damnit! the money is hard to turn down! My kids have everything they want, not need.......WANT! Like I said it's all good until I get caught and I WILL get caught I'm sure.

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Anonymous Yahoo users

I had sex on a first date once, While i was drunk. Thats my only secret.

deep down I have issues

i asked a woman out yesturday an i'm married.

one time i farted in church and blamed it on my grandma

THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO EMBARASSING BUT I WILL TELL YOU SINCE YOU DONT KNOW ME ANYWAY!!!,,...I HAVE A HUGE CRACK IN MY ***

I've slept with over 20 men and I'm 21years old.

Best of both world until I get caught.

I have a boyfriend that is sooo good to me physically and sexually and we get along great but I have also been letting my ex husband come to my house and spend money on me and my children (his used to be step-children) I don't have sex with him although he would like to but he does spend money on me ALOT of money, even bought me a new car, but I get all my loving and GREAT sex from my boyfriend that lives 30 min. away. Yea I know, I know it's wrong but it's the best of both world's until I get caught. That's the only secret I have and now you know.