I think I will end up all alone.
I am 23 years old and weigh 220 pounds and am short. I have a 5 inch cock. I have never been on a date with a girl ever in my life. I have never kissed a girl, never hugged one and to this date I do not think a single girl has had any feelings for me. I mostly just try to live on by myself and do some stuff of my own and so I have very very few friends. I go online and talk about my "girlfriend" with some guys showing them pics of some girl from the net. It makes my life that much easier to have atleast someone believe that I might have a girlfriend and am not the pathetic loser that I am. Sad uh? I have very low self confidence and I can never talk to a girl without acting weird. I have been teased mercilessly for being fat and the scars are there and I think they will be forever. I was the only child of parents who were too ignorant to even realize that I had problems. I have never talked about my feelings or insecurities to anyone, I never had anyone to talk to. I am lonely, fat and depressed. I feel miserable for being fat and for having a small cock. I know no normal girl will ever like me. I am too bad with people to make friends. So, I resort to what I know to go on living this shitty life. I will probably eat more and more, smoke more and more, watch more and more porn and go on chatting to guys claiming some girl from the net as my girlfriend.Somebody kill me now.
posted by TELLSECRETS @ 3:54 PM
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3 Comments:
Its about some things I know...and the great part is that the book hasn't even begun on your life. So pleanty of time to turn a page and start a new life.
The first thing ya gotta do?...and yeah...ya gotta do something...is to go see a doctor.
Depression and other factors can mess anyone up real good. From there, who knows?...meds maybe? But whatever, get the help you need and a doctor'r the best place to start...a physical...some truths to him or her about your mental state... and presto!..the gears of happiness will start whirring.
It'll be the most difficult thing you've ever done...but the payoff?...well...a life free of the horrors you describe. Do some simple things...
..call a doctor...go to weight watchers...start taking a walk once in awhile.
And 5 inches?....normal, dude...very normal.
Besides it ain't about how much ya got...it's about how you use what ya got.
And girls?....until you feel good about you its a fool's game. Plenty of wonderful girls will want to know you when you feel better....promise
i honestly think that the first thing you need to do is stay away from those chat rooms.
why??????.. because u're speaking to people much more like you. So the more lies you tell them, the more lies they're gonna tell you.
This may not be the best written but here it goes.
a long time ago I was not much diferent, life is a series of evolutions, and today is the start of your next cycle, your gonna go get anti depresion drugs or what ever at your local doctor and then come back and finish readig this.
I weight 280 and all that stuff but it doesn't matter. it's all attitude, you watch too much porn, not everybody has a 12 inch penis, most don't. I sure as hell don't,
you got fingers? you got a tongue? learn to use them well, you have a sense of humour? a sense of touch, be gentle, there's a lot more to a woman than just tit's and a vagina. but that's all you'll get from porn.
A woman has spots... Back of the neck, earlobes, Lower back, pelvis iner thight...
"whatever"
there all different. you gotta find out where her spots are, and what her "speed" is. and how she likes it, she's driving, youre just along for the ride. read her body language she'll let you know when your doing some she likes, it's like playing saxophone
bottle of baby oil and a nice back rub (Body massage)candles, hell that's a good hour and a half of foreplay before you even worry about
wipping out
"(Little Elvis)"
"ATTENTION"
"(Women like foreplay)"
Most women don't act like them porn chicks, so forget all that. now some do but those are usually not shy abouy telling you,
first impresios count here, you gotta make it all about her, if your good she'll be back. youre being compared to every guy who came before you so make it good, if your just out to get your's and go to sleep. your history... no repete customer.
So there you go...
I'm big, fat, and I think ugly, and I met a keeper here a few months ago. she dosent thing I'm fat or ugly. maybe she has cataracts
The difference is that I know I'm fat and ugly and I don't care,
I don't go around trying to pickup women, I go out to have a good time and I convey to others that i'm fun to be with. it just happens.I don't plan it that way
when your not looking for something is when youll find it. I stopped caring and all my problems when away
Youre depresed and afraid of rejection from women, been there done that.
Lesson #1
Be confedant, almost cocky, but mostly funny,sometimes naughty. you got to make them laught, even if you have to take acting classes. if your a nice guy that's cool but keep that one up your sleeve at first. alot of women don't want nice , thay want "Bad" and some are only interested if you don't seem to be.
Lesson #2
I automaticaly assume a pamflet with my picture has circulated the room before my arrival and that every women in the place has already rejected me by absantee ballot, and so there's no fear of rejection. usually 8/10 of them are bab news anyway.
Lesson #3
Flirting is a game. and it's loads of fun, It's like fishing, you may have to cast 100 times before you get a bite , But a Bite you will get. work the room but be discreet, almost as good as sex. somtimes better. get good at it! try to be fun to be around,
Lesson #4
There's a lot of uhmm.. messed up screwed up fucked up chicks out there with snakes in their heads. learn to study people and stay away from the fucked up ones. before you end up married to one. then you really will have problems
Good luck soldier
Bill is in the mail
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