Why?

Everyone thinks I'm so confident and pretty. But really I'm so ugly on the inside it's frightning. I'm like a beautiful christmas present...filled with rotten food. I destroy people because it makes me feel strong and powerful. I break hearts because once...someone broke mine. I was 15 and he said he loved me. Do you know how much you hurt me? I take revenge on every man that looks like you. I don't know how to break the cycle. You took everything beautiful and good inside of me...and ripped it out. Keeping it, forever yours. And desperatly I ask...when can I see you again? Nothing Compares to You....