Respect

I ended up having sex with a teacher of mine in college. I knew she was married but did it anyway not caring of the consequences. I'm grown up and have a very nice job working for the government, only to find out my boss is the husband of the teacher whom I had sex with. The thing is, I respect my boss because he essentially gave me a job when nobody else would hire me, when nobody else gave me a shot, he did and now I'm secure for the rest of my life. I respect him like a father because I never had one, yet I helped his wife cheat on him and it tears me up everytime I look at him...and I'm too much of a coward to tell him the truth.